Okay so this kinda randomly came to me on Thursday as I was dealing with the craziness left over from Weds ep.  This was sorta my way of purging all the stress that fandom was giving me :p. So, it is uncharacteristically angsty (for me, not Jate).  Anyway, I present my own little s5 soundtrack.  I split it into three parts, representing: I The initial break up, II The reunion of sorts, and III The sorta limbo they're in now.  And then a Coda where, true to form, I had to end it hopeful and fluffy-ish. Hehe Sorry about the spanish songs for those who don't understand a word LOL but I did include a page where the song is translated ;).
Hope you guys like, and let me know if there's anything wrong with the download, I had some troubles with putting that part together.
Oh, and random sidenote, I just realized this is my only "season 5" icon...that's sad isn't it? Lol I should look into that. Anyway, goodies under the cut!

*Links are the titles (I, II & III) which I split into the three sections, so there is 8 songs on I & II and I added the 2 Coda songs onto section III making the total 10

I. The Road Between


Have you ever been in love, John?

1. Now What - Lisa Marie Presley
The only asphalt to pave my way, that was you
And damn it if I didn't try to do everything that I was supposed to
And now, what do I do now?
Oh I don't know
Cause I'm still leaving
And who's gonna save me next time?
Oh not you, for the first time

*Note: This song is really long cause it is the last on that album and includes a secret track, it's not part of this soundtrack but hey, maybe you'll like it hehe

2. I Get Lonely - Janet Jackson
I get so lonely
Can't let just anybody hold me
You are the one that lives in me my dear
Don't want no one but you

Call and say that you're okay
So that I'll have the chance to beg you to stay



3. The Road Between - Lisa Marie Presley
Out on the road between nowhere and hell
I caught a glimpse of my reflection in you
But they can't believe I still want you around
Hung on the line between addiction and this
I can't believe you said I hurt you again
But I can't afford to let you get away
And I cannot take the darkness when you stay

You're all I see darlin
Oh but its definitely me fault
You're all I see
But don't come near me at all

I change my furniture to make you go away
But I'm still overwhelmed at how much space you take

4. Not As We - Alanis Morissette
Day one day one start over again
Step one step one I'm barely making sense
For now I'm faking it
Til I'm psuedo making it from scratch
Begin again but this time I as I
And not as we



5. Map of the Problematique - Muse
And I feel like everything I sow
Has been swept away
Well I refuse to let you go

Loneliness be over
When will this Loneliness be over?



6. Lo Imprescindible - Shakira
Sabes que me está matando esta espera cruel
La resignación es un deseo sin piel, y
Cada día llora algo muy dentro de mí
No hay forma lógica de hacer mi vida sin ti

Y aunque me haga la invencible
Lo fatal lo imprescindible
Es que vuelvas a mí, vuelvas a mí, vuelve…
El dolor es sofocante
Y ahora todo lo importante
Es que vuelvas a mí, vuelvas a mí, vuelve…
No me tortures así

translation


I still have to explain to him why you are not there to read to him

7. A Million Tears - Kacey Chambers
Take my hand, break my stride
Make me smile for every time I've cried
Hold my heart in the palm of your hand
Don't listen to it breaking just listen to the band

Take these tears
wash your skin
I'm having trouble breathing
Since you walked in

My hands are tied
My head is reeling
My eyes have cried a million tears
From wishing you were here



8. Inevitable - Shakira
ya sabrás la situación
aquí todo está peor
pero al menos aún respiro

el cielo está cansado ya de ver
la lluvia caer
y cada día que pasa es uno mas
parecido a ayer
no encuentro forma alguna de
olvidarte porque
seguir amándote es inevitable

translation

*You can also hear her English version here



II. Fall Down



9. Pieces - Red
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way

Then I see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole



10. The Power of Orange Knickers - Tori Amos ft. Damien Rice
Can someone tell me now am I alone with this?
This little pill in my hand
And this secret kiss
Am I alone in this?

Shame shame time to leave me now
Shame shame you've had your fun
Shame shame for letting me think that I would be the one

*Side note: I didn't even realize the humor/coincidence of this at first -- Kate's panties in SNBH were orange haha



11. MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought
You are everything I want
Cause you are everything I'm not

We lie together just not too close
Too close
How close is close enough?



12. Fall Down - Pilate
Was underneath your heel tonight, this truth has brought us to our knees,
Waiting here out in the street a prisoner under these lights,
Was holding fast not holding tight, will time reward us some reprieve.
And it’s a lie we both believed (fall down)
Now you’re lying there with me (fall down)
Can we try to make it clean (fall down)
(fall down) Just lay your head down…

13. Love Will Tear Us Apart - Joy Division
Do you cry out in your sleep?
All my failings exposed
There's a taste in my mouth as desperation takes hold
Is it something so good just can't function no more?
But love, love will tear us apart, again
Love, love will tear us apart, again



14. No - Shakira
No, no me mires como antes
No hables en plural
La retórica es tu arma más letal

Voy a pedirte que no vuelvas más
Siento que me duelas todavía aquí
Adentro
Y que a tu edad sepas bien lo que es
Romperle el corazón a alguien así
No se puede vivir con tanto veneno, la esperanza que me da tu amor
No me la dio más nadie, te juro, no miento

translation



Why hold onto something that makes you feel sad?

15. Full of Grace - Sarah McLachlan
I feel just like I'm sinking
And I claw for solid ground
I'm pulled down by the undertow
Never thought I could feel so low
And, oh, darkness I feel like letting go

I know I can love you much better than this
Full of grace
My love



16. Prodigal - All Republic
We say good-bye I turn my back
Run away, run away
So predictable
Not far from here
You see me crack
Like a bone, like a bone I'm so breakable

And I take everything from you
But you'll take anything Won't you?

So ashamed, so ashamed
But I need you so
And you wait for me
And you wait for me

III. My Immortal



17. Yeah, Whatever - Splendor
We don't have to stay friends
Let's pretend to be enemies
Yeah, whatever makes you happy
Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful
Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied
Cause I'm out of time, for now



18. Buried Myself Alive - The Used
I think it I made it a game to play your game
And let myself cry
Buried myself alive on the inside
So I could shut you out
And let you go away for a long time

I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
And if you want me back
You're going to have to ask
Nicer than that


You didn't like the old me Kate

19. I Dare You - Shinedown
Are you still chasing memories in shadows
Some stay young
Some grow old
Come alive
There are thoughts unclear you can never hide

Even in madness I know you still believe
Paint me on canvas so I become
What you could never be
I dare you to tell me to walk through fire

*
The pictures stop here because this is kinda where it veers off into the future and just what I believe to be where these two are at their core, always. So no scenes to match yet but I'm sure they'll be provided in the show at some point  ;)
*

20. My Immortal - Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

21. Fair - Remy Zero
When I was sure you'd follow through
My world was turned to blue (so thin)
When you'd hide your songs would die
So I'd hide yours with mine
And all my words were bound to fail
I know you won't fail
See, I can tell

22. Never Be The Same - Red
I can still find
You're the only voice my heart can recognize
But I can't hear you now

I'll never be the same
I'm caught inside the memories, the promises, our yesterdays
When I belonged to you
I just can't walk away
Cause after loving you
I could never be the same

23. La Pared - Shakira
Sabes que sin ti
Ya yo no soy
Sabes que a donde vayas voy
Naturalmente

Después de ti la pared
No me faltes nunca
Debajo el asfalto
Y mas abajo estaría yo

translation

24. November Rain - Guns N Roses
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
Nothing lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Coda - All We Are

25. This Years Love - David Gray
So who's to worry if our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you know this
Life goes on

This years love had better last

26. All We Are - One Republic
Lord knows I have failed you
Time and again
But you and me are alright

We won't say our goodbyes
You know it's better that way
We won't break, We won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are
All we are is everything that's right